I missed you

"I missed you", The text said.
I read it lying on my bed,
It brought back memories,
I presumed to be dead.

Why me? Why now?
Not able to digest it somehow,
I wonder if it was this or it was that,
All my reasoning come crashing flat,

Crafting theories as I have reasons to find,
Running facts again and again in my mind,
Am I over thinking? Or is it this drinking?
Should I sleep over it and let it unwind?

Theories were crafted,
Assumptions were made,
Some were meaningful some were lame,
A simple message turned out to be interesting then a chess game,

Nothing worked out and I picked up myself,
"I missed you too" I said, thinking how bad it could get,
We talked day and night, had laughs and fight,
As we realised dodging our biggest regret,

Now she annoys me sometimes,
But she's the best partner in crime,
In the darkest of the day when everything falls through,
I look at my phone and smile, the message still says "I missed you".

~ Nikunj Thakkar